Two boys. One summer. A story of lust, love, and the complicated space in between.
Every summer, Darius returns to the family home in a quiet French village. He’s not expecting much. Just some time away. Maybe a little peace. Instead, he gets Rudy. Rudy is Darius’ cousin’s best friend. He’s reckless, golden, and off-limits in every way that matters. He’s also the guy Darius can’t stop wanting. Their connection burns bright and fast, with stolen glances and sharp words that almost mean something. It feels like everything. It also feels like it could break him.
Then Lucien enters the picture. A French librarian with a love of stars, and a kindness Darius isn’t sure he knows how to receive. With Lucien, there’s no firestorm, just warmth.
Told in two voices, Darius’ and Rudy’s, this is a story of two boys trying to figure out who they are to each other, and to themselves. It’s about lust, and how easily it can be mistaken for love. It’s about love, and how terrifying it is to be held gently when you’re used to being hurt.
But above all, DARIUS is a story about family. The kind you’re born into, the kind you choose, and the kind that tests every part of you before showing up with a plate of food and a badly timed joke.
Heartfelt, sharp, and full of summer heat, DARIUS explores what it means to want, to love, and to be brave enough to admit the difference.
Darius
Author Jake Zuurbier
Page count 374
Language English
Genre Romance, Queer, Drama, Fiction
Format Paperback
Illustrated No
Jake Zuurbier, born in 2002, is a multifaceted Dutch author whose creative endeavors span writing, photography & painting. As the founder of Apollo Imperium, he has established a platform that reflects his artistic passions.
In literature, Zuurbier is recognized for his innovative narrative techniques and unique perspectives. His debut novel, “The Detective,” published in February 2023, offers a modern and off-beat twist on classic murder mysteries. His second book, "Erisseth," released in January 2024, delves into themes of magic, love, and betrayal, showcasing his versatility as an author.
Beyond writing, Jake's artistic expression includes painting and sketching, with his visual art characterized by a blend of traditional techniques and contemporary themes. His works vary from realism to abstract. His photography reflects his keen eye for detail and composition
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I was sucked into this story, reading 80% of the book in one day. A weekday. And that's saying something.
✨PLOT: The book covers so much - learning the difference between love and lust, complex family dynamics, toxic relationships, toxic patterns, complicated relationships with parents, navigating one's identity and sexuality, struggles with identity and social image, bottling things up and hiding yourself to please the people you love, and dealing with everything while keeping a happy, vacation face on because you're around family that you meet once a year.
✨WRITING: The writing is engaging, fun, witty, and easy to read. It maintains the vacation vibe and lets you breathe. Which is surprising because the book deals with more than a few serious issues. Some of which I've listed above. Major focus on some.
It is the writing that makes the book unputdownable.
✨CHARACTERS: A diverse bunch. And the best part? Character growth! It's beautiful. I don't do spoilers, but I really want to gush about the characters that I feel proud of. For unlearning, for changing, for finally living for themselves.
✨OVERALL EXPERIENCE: Refreshing. It's not every day that you come across a book that deals with a lot but doesn't let it wear you out. Instead, Darius keeps things festive. This is set to become one of my comfort reads.
✨A personal note from the author in the epilogue. I'll say no more. Read and find out for yourself. ;)
Requested a free ebook ARC of this from the author’s website in exchange for an honest review. Thank you to Jake Zuurbier and Apollo Imperium!
This is a charming, frequently funny, and slightly spicy queer romance and family drama set in France that follows Darius, the titular character, his best friend Rudy, and a diverse and interesting cast of supporting characters.
If you’re looking for a compelling young adult fiction story about falling in (and out) of love, family issues, coming out, and having fun in France (and NOT in a Call Me By Your Name-ripoff way), you’ll probably enjoy this!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ (I generally don’t like romance, so it takes a LOT for me to give one 5 stars.)
What I liked:
✓Character guide right at the start that made getting into the story so much easier; though, it does slightly reduce the excitement of learning about the characters over the natural progression of the story
✓1st person and dual POVs by Darius and Rudy - and a surprise POV chapter from another character later on in the story that provides a bit more depth and nuance
✓Clear and engaging writing style
✓Bits of humor throughout (that are actually funny!)
✓Cultural references that make sense and don’t feel too awkward or out of place
✓Diverse cast of compelling characters
✓Relatable depiction of the queer experience and romances (not that I’m an expert at it considering I’ve never been in a relationship lol)
✓The epilogue; specifically the author’s message / intention with this story (and that ending!)
A few notes / opportunities for improvement / random thoughts (potential minor spoilers!):
∙Spotted a handful of typos (minimal; nothing egregious)
∙Dialogue / narration can sometimes seem awkward or redundant - but when the 1st person POVs from younger American characters (who, realistically, may not be the most articulate people in the world IYKWIM) is taken into context, it makes sense and somehow adds to the charm / realism
∙I found myself more interested in following Rudy (and later on, Freddy) than Darius himself tbh.
∙Love Liza. Everyone should have a Liza in their life.
∙Not sure if it was intentional but I think it was interesting to not name Rudy’s mom and dad; adds to the feeling of alienation / estrangement from them
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DARIUS is a queer romance novel tangled with family drama, but it’s more than just a love story. It dives into complicated family dynamics, toxic, suffocating relationships, and the chaos of identity crises. Every summer, Darius—one of the two POVs—vacations with his family in a beautiful French villa. It’s supposed to be the same as always. But this year? Something’s different. Rudy—Darius’s cousin’s best friend. He’s golden, reckless, completely off-limits… and the only person Darius can’t stop thinking about. This is a story of two boys trying to figure out who they are to each other—and to themselves. It’s about lust, and how easily it can be mistaken for love. It’s about love, and how terrifying it is to be held gently when you’re used to being hurt. But more than anything, **It** is about family. The kind you’re born into, the kind you choose, and the kind that breaks you down—then shows up with a plate of food and a badly timed joke.
I love all the different characters in the book. Each one has their own unique personality and flaws, which makes them feel so real. I love the growth that the characters undergo—watching them evolve from the environments they were shaped by, learning about themselves, and ultimately starting to live for themselves. It’s such a powerful journey. The twist, omg. I gasped.
Love Lucien!! He’s such a sweetheart—so gentle and kind, and his character really brings a sense of warmth to the story.
The book is fun and easy to read, even though it delves into some complex themes. It strike a perfect balance between heartwarming moments and the more intense, thought-provoking elements.
I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review. That said, when I saw it was a queer romance, I had my doubts since this isn’t my usual read. The writing is effortlessly good—smooth, engaging, and easy to sink into. What stands out most is how perfectly the author captures the family drama. That chaotic, comforting vibe of a family on vacation, spending time together—it hit me right in the heart, just like how we grew up—with those messy, loud, love-filled moments. The realism of the family dynamics is spot-on, grounding the story perfectly.
The characters are so well-developed (at times I forgot I was reading a queer romance). They’re not just characters; they’re flawed, funny, and fully human, carrying their baggage and growth with authenticity. I know this book had two POVs, Darius and Rudy, but I felt it wasn’t just about them—it’s the whole family and their world that pulls you in. The book balances humor, heartache, and hope beautifully, crafting a relatable yet distinct exploration of love and identity. It’s a rollercoaster—laugh-out-loud moments crash into gut-punching revelations. A twist I didn’t see coming leaves you with a warm feeling of contentment.
This isn’t just a romance; it’s a coming-of-age tale wrapped in a vacation-gone-wild package, with a found family that steals your heart. The queer lens adds richness without overshadowing the universal struggles of loyalty, self-worth, and choosing between what’s easy and what’s right. It’s not perfect—some choices might divide readers—but it’s real, and that’s what makes it linger. If you crave a story that feels like home yet pushes you to reflect, this one’s a gem.
The book was honestly a very refreshing and heart-warming book for me, it was different from a lot of the books that I have read and it honestly seemed like a breath of fresh air in the genre of romance. The characters were all amazing, all of the characters were flawed in many ways but perfect in their own unique ways too and I just fell in love with all the characters and the characters were all so beautiful that I was afraid that maybe the characters wouldn't get the ending they deserved but surprisingly I was very satisfied with the ending and was very emotional. The plot was different from a lot of romance books that I have read because the book deals with so many sensitive topics like identity crisis, internalised homophia, family dynamics cheating and more, but this book didn't glorify them but showed it for how it actually is and how difficult it can be to deal with all these things. Reading Darius was a beautiful journey for me because it shows us the difference between lust and love and makes you understand the meaning of true love and shows you how love actually should be, the ending of Darius made me really emotional and I remember when I saw that I was on the last few pages of the book I had to stop reading and let myself cry because of just how beautiful it is and how this journey of reading such a beautiful book was ending for me.